Well, I Guess You Can Learn Something New Every Day

I know this is a phrase we have all heard too many times, but it does ring true for me. Today, many thanks to fellow #RRBC author Shirley Harris-Slaughter, I learned my posts did not include any hashtags, which helps pull more readers to my blog. Frankly, WordPress has a place to list hashtags, and I do put them there, but apparently they are not where they need to be. I guess I can take the rest of the day off now. I learned my new thing for the day. Thank you, Shirley!

Yesterday’s lesson took a bit more time. While I was married, I was the resident chef. I cooked most of the meals for the family. I learned to cook from watching my grandmother in the kitchen. She and I had a special relationship. Watching her taught me so much about food. Later, I began to watch cooking shows and collected cookbooks. I was lucky to never have any fear of cooking. My grandmother and those TV chefs made everything look so easy. I just expected it to be simple, and that was that. Not everyone is like me, for sure.

Aida has a special sense of taste. She is one of those people who can tell how much salt is in food by just sniffing it. I can smell herbs and spices, but saltiness has always required the taste-test for me. She never did much cooking, and she has a fear of screwing everything up. I have told her, like I told my son, “It’s just food. Don’t worry about it.”

Yesterday, she asked me to make chicken soup. She would take notes on what I did. Next time, she wants me to watch as she prepares the same thing. She took more than a page of notes. It shows how our life experiences have led us in different directions, at least as far as cooking is concerned. I think I already knew that, but it was abundantly clear last night.

On the other hand, she can make the most beautiful bows and wrap presents to look like a million bucks in the blink of an eye. She is a balloon artist and florist. I feel like a caveman beating on a big rock with a little stone while she easily creates things of beauty. We are all so different, and that is wonderful.

It is those differences between us that make life so amazing. I cannot imagine a world where most people were like me. Yikes! Our diversity makes us powerful. Where I fail, others will flourish. Where I find things simple, others will see only complexity. It is an amazing world, and I embrace it. Unfortunately, not everyone is so benign. I suppose we must suffer the fools while we cling to those who enlighten and fulfill us.

Learn something new today. What have you got to lose, except a bit of fear. All the best.

The Crazy World Where We All Must Live

It is a great time to be a writer, especially in the nonfiction, science fiction, and dystopian genres. Perhaps thrillers too. As we become more and more interconnected, we see ever more craziness around us and throughout the world. As borders blur due in general to political choices, the bad stuff that infects other nations ends up here too. I suppose it is only fair that our personal version of zaniness crosses those borders as well.

Sometimes, a person has to wonder when this will end, or if all civilization will collapse into a morass of violence, crime, and authoritarian regimes. In Canada, the government declared Martial Law over a traffic jam. Reasonable people used to believe Martial Law was reserved for foreign invasions or eminent threats from foreign actors. China is using their Road and Belt policy to take over other governments and install their personal choices. I know that has happened in Ethiopia and in currently in progress in Brazil. The governments are complicit, as their pockets are being lined with cash.

Our friends in Europe have eaten so much of the Climate Change narrative that people may freeze to death this winter as natural gas and heating fuel are eliminated. I honestly want this world to be as clean as possible, but national leaders viewing their citizens as necessary collateral damage is unacceptable.

Consider this tidbit from the US Government: In 2021, 80% of our electricity was generated by fossil fuels and nuclear power. Climate activists want to eliminate both, immediately. So, where will our electricity come from?

If you are in full agreement with the Climate Change group, that is fine. I do not care about your personal or political views. They are your choices. Good for you.

Being a finance guy, my mind goes immediately to the numbers, which is why I write this. What will this (or any other) country look like with 20% of the electric power we had in 2021? In my state of California, our governor wants to eliminate gas stoves and has already passed a law that new cars sold in the state starting in 2035 must be electric. Wow, that is a lot more demand for electricity that we do not have.

I am all for solutions. That is what finance guys do. If rational minds developed a plan that would fix all of this in 5, 10, 20, or 200 years, I would say great!. So far, it is nothing but blather about how the world will end if we do not do what they say, with or without a plan to return to normalcy.

Why we or other countries allow this kind of silliness is beyond me. If there is not a solution, I guess we are just supposed to give in. Sorry. That is not what intelligent people do. That is what puppets do.

Again, the zaniness has to stop sometime. I wish it was today, but that is unattainable. I keep hoping a real solution appears soon. True science, which means peer-reviewed findings, is the only antidote for the zealots on both sides. I fear we will be waiting for some time.

Continuing Right Along From My Last Post

I think I finished yesterday’s post with a remarkable insight: Our lives are not at all similar with our fellow travelers. Did anyone else catch that? Perhaps it is only remarkable to me because it is a huge part of my life.

Aida, the love of my life, lived a completely foreign life compared to mine. I will not mention any of her past, but it was substantially more traumatic than my own. Still, the fates brought us together for many years. I loved and learned a lot, along with raising a family and charting a path in business and to a successful retirement (and career as a writer).

Her life held many more challenges than mine, I think. I add the disclaimer as I do not remember much of my childhood. My brain (or soul) built a barrier between then and my middle school years. Whenever I have endeavored to remember, the roadblock says the bridge is out, turn around, and go back from where you came.

She remembers every event and detail from her youth. I have heard everything several times. When I consider how difficult life was for her, I cannot help but wonder if my past could have been worse. It hardly seems likely, but since my past is blocked, I have no way of knowing. This blockage has been with me so long, I rarely think about it or wonder what is behind that locked door. My brain says, “Yeah, don’t even try, okay?”

Honestly, I do not believe my childhood could not have been as tough as hers. I believe my family life was just so difficult that my mind decided to protect me from those memories. Her mind would not do that. She realized that she had to be the one to protect herself. She kept those memories as armor against anyone else who tried to hurt her. If you have not guessed yet, she is a much stronger person than I.

That strength is a big part of my attraction to her. Frankly, I feel weak compared to her, but I endeavor to be strong for both of us. All of us need someone to rely on when we feel weak. I know she has been that strength for me, and I hope I have returned the favor.

Life is an amazing adventure. There is no doubt about that. She has been part of my life for thirty-eight years. Things may be a bit different now, but we all need to deal with life’s ups and downs. Change is inevitable. When we take the chance to really know and understand someone else, our view of existence and our own lives changes forever, for the good.

That is why I know we all live very different lives. Those differences make us stronger together. That is why we must cling to those who matter the most, no matter how life has treated them or us in the past.

What Infamous Superstitions Spook You?

Today, I am not a superstitious person. That was not always the case. I still remember as a child avoiding the breaks between pieces of concrete. The old saying was, “Step on a Crack, Break Your Mother’s Back.” Thankfully, I must have missed enough of them to ensure her back was uninjured. Although it was long ago, I am certain I was fearful of checking under my bed for monsters too. Again, I was blessed not to be devoured by some horrible beast lurking there. Oddly enough, I never had that fear of monsters in my closet. Interesting.

As I got a bit older, I had more than enough true evil-doers to make me the introvert I am to this day. We’ve all been there. It’s called Junior High! Argh, not again!

Then I arrived in HIgh School. Good Lord, protect us. Actually, it was not that bad. I was firmly the person I am to this day. I had a circle of friends, and that was enough for me. Sure, I ogled the cheerleaders, but they were out of my league. For the first three years, I attended Vanden High School, which was located just outside the fences of Travis AFB near Fairfield, CA. I was certain I would finish high school there. Nope.

My father was given an assignment to the US Embassy in Addis Ababa, Ethiopia. He had to do one year of training first at Kessler AFB in Biloxi, MS. So, my senior year was in a brand new school. What fun, right?

Mississippi turned out to be a great state, even though Biloxi still showed damage from the last big hurricane. I was instantly saying y’all like everyone else. I was born at Barksdale AFB in Shreveport, LA, so I had an affinity for the South. I still love biscuits and sausage gravy, although I don’t eat pork anymore. My stomach cannot handle it now.

I had a fairly large circle of friends, of whom about one-third were other Air Force brats like me. Don’t get me started on the peel-and-eat shrimp cooked with Old Bay. I am drooling a bit even thinking about it now.

I have two memories of those days to share.

My English teacher was a miraculous lady named Mrs. Bankston. She supported my desire to write (poetry in those days). No adult had ever done that before. Of course, in that same class, one of the most gorgeous cheerleaders sat right behind me. One day in class, she asked, “Mrs. Bankston, what’s an adjective?” The teacher and I were equally shocked. Unfortunately, the class had to endure a rehashing of the forms of speech. The cheerleader who asked the question was a senior too.

My civics teacher was a young woman named Ms. Trussel. She had to be right out of college. She looked not much older than her students. There were three cheerleaders in that class, along with one of my best friends (who later became an anesthesiologist). I bet he knew what an adjective was. Anyway, Ms. Trussel gave us a speech that it was vital that we take notes on the lecture and do our reading assignments in our textbook. Immediately, she began lecturing directly out of the textbook. I was following her by reading from mine. Still, the cheerleaders and most of the class were feverishly taking notes.

I will never forgot looking at my friend’s face. He too was smiling from ear to ear.

Life is such an amazing journey. Sometimes, our voyage requires a brief layover so we can see the silliness that most of our fellow travelers endure. Perhaps the greatest superstition is that we all live similar lives.

My Love/Hate Relationship with Amazon

In deference to my post about Monty Python: and now for something completely different:

I have blathered on about my past, career, political viewpoint, and who remembers what else. Today, I thought I would try something very different. My big question is:

What Do You Think About Amazon (and not the river)?

Personally, I am conflicted. I understand what that company has done to so many brick-and-mortar retailers. In fact today, I received an email advising that my neighborhood Bed, Bath & Beyond was closing. I went there and found the store had less than a third of the goods they typically held, on the first day of the closing sale. The only bright side to the story is that I made some good money on BBBY stock years ago. When Amazon was growing wildly, I decided to sell my position. Good thing. I think I sold at the peak.

Many shopping malls have been closed around the country. Smaller retailers just cannot complete with Amazon’s pricing. Jeff Bezos must be deliriously happy.

So, as a rational businessman, I see the damage Amazon had done. But, I also see the benefit of not going to a store. I am a guy. I have never enjoyed shopping, except for groceries. I love to cook and must choose my own items. I do not trust some new associate to pick the right avocados, or chilies, or anything else. Who wants some stranger man-handling their food? Not me. Yes, I know some other strangers have handled everything before it left the fields and reached the shelves, but that is not the point. The point is that I make the final choice.

On the other hand, Amazon recently opened a one-million square foot distribution center less than ten miles from where I live. It takes thousands of workers to handle the incoming and outgoing shipments. Dozens, if not hundreds, of Amazon trucks are driven by well-paid people who bring my stuff to my doorstep. As a non-shopper, that is a fabulous convenience. With my Prime membership, shipping is free too.

Plus, being a bit compulsive, I tend to buy more than I need. If I have it, I don’t worry about running out, right?

Okay, Amazon Prime is not cheap anymore. I do watch Prime TV though. I am a rabid NFL fan, and now, Thursday Night Football is only on Prime. What other choice do I have?

I also have four grandchildren, two of whom live on the East Coast. Shipping presents with UPS or USPS is expensive. With Amazon, free again!

And now for the dirty word: China. Yes, I know too many Amazon products are sourced from China. When I buy those same things in a local store, they come from China too! What is a guy supposed to do? China is a bad place. I agree. But what can I do? For example, I posted about my bout with COVID, which originated in China. My pharmacy gave me COVID test-kits. Guess what? From China again. I think our relationship with China needs to change. That is up to our government.

In the interim, I do what I can. I imagine that is what we all do. So, what do you think about Amazon? Please let me know what you think.

Sometimes You Just Have to Sit Back and Shake Your Head

There is still a part of me that wants to opine on the news daily. I do my best to ignore it all. Every poll tells the same story: No one trusts the media; No one trusts the government; Hollywood is slowing dying as they put diversity above talent; Biological men are competing in women’s sports; Schools pass everyone so no feelings are hurt; Our universities are graduating kids with no marketable job skills.

Fortunately, I know many people who are fighting back. Sure, many Americans are legal gun owners, but that does not mean an armed revolution. No one wants that.

So for now, I sit back and shake my head. I pray for the nation that created the Declaration of Independence and the US Constitution. Some believe these are obsolete documents written for a time far in the past. I guarantee those people have never read either document. In fact, the Constitution is very short. Anyone could read it in just a few minutes. All it does is establish the structure of government, period. That has lasted over two hundred and twenty years.

The one thing I know is that fads come and go. Remember pony skirts and tie-tied shirts and Disco? Where are they now?

We have had many great presidents, Congressional leaders, and Supreme Court justices. Just not today, although Clarence Thomas is my pick for the greatest current Justice.

Think about Franklin Roosevelt, our only four-term president. His presidency started out poorly as the Depression deepened when he came to office. Then came Pearl Harbor. FDR rallied our country and led us to defeat the Japanese and Germans.

We can never forget Abe Lincoln, who saw us through the Civil War after the South seceded. At the moment of his greatest triumph, he was assassinated.

Then there was Jack Kennedy, who in his inaugural speech told us: “Ask not what your country can do for you, ask what you can do for our country.” He too was cut short by an assassin.

Also remember Ronald Reagan, who caused the collapse of the Soviet Union, leading to freedom for Eastern Europe. He also ended the rampant inflation caused by his predecessor.

I have faith that future presidents like them will right the ship of state. They will require the assistance of the Congress and all of us. I wish it would happen today, but that is not possible.

In the meantime, I guess I will continue to sit back and shake my head, with full faith in God and the American people to fix what has been done to our great country. I hope you live in a state less messed up than mine, and that we all will live our lives as our Founders intended.

Aging is Definitely Not for the Timid

Life is one of those lessons we all must learn the hard way. There is no shortage of time-tested adages about how we change as we age. I know because I have said and heard them all over the years. Those trite sayings lack all the scope and depth of emotional and physical changes each of us has encountered along the journey.

I already wrote about my youth and some may notice the story is sketchy. In truth, it was not a storybook tale. Life is tough and can be gritty, even for a small child. One of my early memories was the passing of my great grandmother when I was seven years-old. The memory is etched in my mind as I broke my arm that day, after the funeral. I do remember the cast I had to wear for several months. Difficult stuff for someone that age, but I am not complaining. Life happens. I am not here to lament any of the things that happened in my childhood. We do not choose our parents, maybe.

A big part of me believes we choose to experience life with old friends. When we are born, we no longer remember those choices, but those same souls are all around us. If that is true, it is a wonderful thing. At the time, we do not remember our life before birth. After this life, we will understand again.

Family life was plenty of challenges. My father was gone a lot, doing his job as a pilot. My mother could not handle that emotionally. My brother had his own friends. That left me alone a lot, which is how I came the be the introverted, somewhat intense person I still am today.

College changed me quite a bit. I had friends my age at the dorm. Some of my classes were quite difficult, while others were a real pleasure. Speaking of great classes, I took an Asian Religions class at the university. The professor amazed me. He would sing, play the lute, and do calligraphy in front of the class. He was truly one in a million. With all these experiences, I was coming into my own. I began to understand that my intensity was actually my intellect. Whoa! What a transition! Before I knew it, college was over and I started working for a living.

It turns out that I graduated at the beginning of the Carter Administration. While the economy was floundering and inflation was rampant, I was in my twenties and having a blast. A twenty-something person has infinite hope and high aspirations. That was me.

After two job changes, I found myself in San Diego. Paradise! The company I worked for had its factory in Tijuana. I worked with company management to get a new building and move other factories there. My future was bright. I thought I was on top of the world.

Then I met the love of my life at the Berlitz School with two coworkers attempting to learn Spanish. I was smitten from day one. We had some ups and downs, but were married five years later. I thought I had picked the golden ticket, and I had.

That relationship continues to this day. Yes, there have been a lot of changes. Neither of us are as young as we were back then. Of course, time goes by. Feeling changes, fears arise, and health issues occur, but love is always love.

The young man in St. Joe, Missouri who would wear short sleeves when the temperature hit fifty degrees at winter’s end must now wear a sweater when it’s sixty. Late nights now end around nine o’clock. Ten if I’m pushing. Still, my mind is full of the greatest memories of my past. My grandchildren are growing up fast. My hair is getting grayer.

I would not change a moment of memories. The bad and good are part of me. I have no fear of the future. All will be well in God’s universe. Just keep warm. All the best!

And Now for Something Completely Different

Before I jump into today’s zaniness, I want to let you know that my issue with COVID is over. Today, I tested negative. My doctor finally prescribed a Z-Pack for me last Wednesday. I took that final dose last night, and now I am free. Perhaps this happy occurrence led me to today’s topic, which in you haven’t guessed already is:

Monty Python’s Flying Circus

If you are familiar with this crazy comedy group from the UK (and one American) first aired in the US in 1974. I was a sophomore at the University of Iowa then. College was also intense. I believe I took a calculus class that year. The professor was very intelligent and yet I struggled to understand his accent. My father was still stationed in Africa and about to move to the Philippines for his next assignment. My brother was in college in Texas, so I was alone. Of course, I loved to party with the guys though, so please do not feel badly for me.

I cannot remember which episodes aired first but I was instantly hooked. They were so irreverent! They made fun of the British government. They made fun of everyone. I do not think Americans had ever seen anything so audacious in their lives. As an Air Force brat, I certainly had not. At that time, the performers were not much older than I.

Every episode was so different and “foreign”. Flashes of nudity seemed unbelievable to me, considering the stodgy censors then monitoring US television. I was amazed how the performers could be so deadpan when discussing the silliest things. A few examples:

The Cheese Sketch– This one was one of my favorites. John Cleese trying to buy cheese from store-owner Eric Idle. At the end, the cheese shop had no cheese, so Cleese shoots Idle, ending the segment with the words, “Such a senseless waste of human life.”

The Dead Parrot Sketch– Cleese enters a pet shop with a birdcage and a dead parrot. The shopkeeper, Michael Palin, welcomes him. Cleese explains that the bird he just bought is dead. Palin says the bird is just sleeping. Then it gets crazy with Cleese screaming into the parrot’s ear and thumping the dead bird on the counter.

The Spanish Inquisition Sketch– There were a few of these. Three robed inquisition cardinals have captured an older women, who is supposed to confess her sins. She won’t, so they bring in the “soft cushions” and begin touching her with them. Palin, the lead cardinal, says, “Obviously, she is made of sterner stuff.” Then they drag in the “Comfy Chair.” She is forced to sit on the chair, which pleases her. It is comfy after all.

There are so many great sketches, like the Spam Sketch and the Montgolfier Sketch to name a couple. By the end of the run, it was time to watch reruns, until:

The movies came out. The Holy Grail, Life of Brian, and the Meaning of Life. At the time, Life of Brian infuriated American clergy as anti-Christian. To be clear, Brian wasn’t Jesus. To this day, I still treasure those programs and watch them again any time I can.

If you were wondering where my sense of humor comes from, well, now you know.

What Really Matters

When I began writing my most recent story, I remembered a feeling I had as a young boy. I believed that if I could turn my head quickly enough, I would see those on the other side. I could always feel them around me but was never able to turn my head fast enough. A person ages and often those childhood memories fade away. We go to school and our brains are filled with new knowledge, we meet new kids in our classes who become dear friends. In my case, my father was an Air Force pilot, so every three or four years, we would move. Then I would have to meet new people, go to a new school, learn ever more stuff, and eventually grow up.

To make matters more complex, my family life was not good. My brother had little time for his younger brother. My dad was a pilot and often away (three tours in Vietnam). My mother had mental health issues that plagued her whole married life. She passed away a few days before my high school graduation.

The longest period of stability I recall was my time at the University of Iowa– four whole years. Even then, I spent the summers before my freshman and sophomore years in Ethiopia, where my father worked with the US Embassy. After college, I spent a few years in the Midwest working, until I had the chance to move to Southern California. I have been here more than forty years. What a relief!

Even then, I was focused on my jobs which required me to travel to different states and countries. The travel was great, except the endless hours in coach class. I do not like air travel, although it is not possible to travel to Europe, South America, or Australia any other way. I always said I hate air travel, but love the places I have been.

I think my change of heart occurred when I lost my job with one of America’s largest corporations. They had acquired a company I worked for. Being a huge enterprise, the C-Level executives thought they knew everything, and they are smart people. But nobody knows everything. So they began to ruin their acquisition. Their first step was to eliminate most of the senior management team, including me.

That time off led me to writing. I was quite prolific in those days, cranking out three books a year. After a few books, I noticed common themes in my stories. The good guys always win, and the element of faith is always present. Looking back over my books, I found at least half had very strong connections to God. While I was writing, I do not think I even considered that. But there it was.

In the blink of an eye, I was that young boy again. Confident that I was connected to the other side. As I age, I realize “the other side” is God, His Son, and His Angels. I am supremely grateful that my connection to what truly matters remains strong and grows stronger every day.

Too Much Going On!!!

I fondly remember the retirement celebration my RRBC friends held for me. I recall at the time I was concerned my days would be empty. That never happened. One member, I can’t recall who, said that after six months, I would wonder how I ever had time for a day job. For me, that occurred within days. Now that I have my new dog, I have even less free time. I view that as a very good thing. As the old saying goes, “Idle hands are the Devil’s workshop.” No idle hands here!

Two days ago, I opined about the fickleness of our fates. Well, as should have been expected, I am now being asked by some friends from a former employer to help them figure out what is going on at their new company. The two, father and son, are very good friends and so I eagerly volunteered (They will pay for my time.). Yesterday, I spent two hours on the phone (one hour with each) going over the next steps. The situation is dire, as they chose to give most authority to a man whose aspirations are bigger than all outdoors. While the owner is a wealthy guy, the new company is bleeding them dry.

This weekend, things are calm. My friends have meetings with others on Monday and Tuesday, hoping to find some kind of acceptable solution. I have also been asked to do a deep dive on the current spending habits. Being a finance guy (corporate accountant my entire career), the calculations are not a problem, although obtaining meaningful and specific information has to date been troublesome.

Yesterday, I mentioned the impasse I currently have with my muse. Between this new gig and arm-wrestling the muse, it promises to be a challenging period. The father, owner of the old and new companies, and I have had some tough conversations. He knows the risks and losses he continues to suffer. I think there is a strong possibility for a great outcome. It’s been a few months since I scoured legal contracts, but it seems I may be doing that again very soon. But do not worry, these folks have their own attorneys too.

Please do not get me wrong. I relish the opportunity to learn the issues and discover possible solutions.

As we all know, life gives us challenges of all kinds. We can either cower and hide under the sheets, or we can face it head on. Here, lots of money is on the line (thankfully not mine). To me, the measure of a person is what they are willing to do for their friends and family. After all, what else really matters?

So, don’t cry for me Argentina. The future is always filled with paths to success that gladly show themselves if we but ask.